Oh fucking HELL what a day i had yesterday. I went out all day thursday from 11am untill god knows what time that night / morning! started of up at my friends house having a drink then we decided to go to the gold club up at concord because thatsthe only place you can take kids and she had her 5yr old son, so we went up there and took his football and just had a drink and played fotball with jordan, cos it was a pretty nice day. Saw jamie and stacey, then about 5ish we walked down to jordans nannans as she was having him whilst we went out, so we went in the foundary and our lynette was sat in there apparently been in all day and she was rat arsed! and slutty laura was behind the bar :@ GRR.... so we was having a drink with our lynette then we decided at half 7 to go to town. So off we went into town and just got bladded. saw ash [the bf kinda] and he gave me more money to spend and sed he would come to mine after he had been out. so as you can imagine by the time i got home at about 2 -3 AM i was absolutly BLADDED.
got woken up up at 11am because ashleys fone was ringing, i didnt know who it was i just laid there with my eyes closed pretending i was asleep because ive had a feeling hes seeing some1 else, and i heard 'who was the girl you was with last night you sed you wasnt going out' well at that point i flipped and kicked him out of my bed made him get ready and told him to fuck off home.
So as you can imagine i was pretty upset and crying and stuff, plus i was hung over which didnt add to how i was feeling, so i decided to ring my auntie to speak to my sister because she never fails to make me laugh. So i rang up and my aunties bf answered, saying my auntie had taken to the doctors as she hasnt been feeling too good and was complaining her head hurt. well i felt even worse! so like any girl i thought i'd turn to my best friend. WELL what a fucking palarva that turned out to be... shes been staying at her boyfriends who she APPARETNLY dosent like. so i noticed his msn name was online so i thought she wud be there.. so i asked her bf if she was there because i NEEDED her. i mean i was in a right state. and he said she wasnt there, that she had gone home. So i did the crying face on msn and said she always went home just as i needed her and he sed ' :( ano' then he started writing random junk on my screen like 'fdlksjf' well i really didnt need it :s so i told him to stop it and he sed that it was lelly hacking his computer from hers at home, so i told him to stop lying and fuck off, he told me to make him. So i blocked him.... then half hour later i gets an email saying my friend wasnt really at home, she was sat next to him... and that they was only having A LAUGH. well im so fucking sorry but i dont find that a laugh :s shes suposed to be my 'best friend' but she was laffing whilst i was there crying. I mean i wouldnt mind but i said i NEEDED HER. and if i was sat tehre with my bf and she sed that she knows that i wud be there for her nop matter what i always am, yet she just goes and fucks me off... yer right best mate....
Then i got a fone call at about 5 ish, my sister had been taken to hispital with meningitis GREAT what a fucking day. im not allowed to go and see her because apparently shes in a right state with tubes allover :'( such a shit day
hope your all well
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Get Well Soon Braidy </3

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